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Why do you do this to yourself?
21 March 2013 08:57 pmSomeone said "Are you trying to work yourself to death?"
Yes. Yes I am. I have goals and they are very very important to me.
Now you blithering idiots need to get out of my way. Stop asking if I saw the latest episode of some show - I never ever watch tv anymore, I don't have time. Stop asking if I'm alive - right now, nothing on this earth can kill me unless I want it to. Stop asking if I need to talk - I do not.
I didn't get much sleep last night, so I nodded off at my desk this morning. I rested my head on some papers, pen in one hand, phone in the other. I had the most marvelous dream.
I visited a place that was often reoccurring in my dreams when I was younger. I listened to the waves and the birds and was happy. I wasn't asleep for long, but it was pleasant.
Maybe I should pass out at my desk more often.
And living off of donuts and granola bars and coffee for weeks, I've somehow gotten totally fat. SIGH. I'm gonna go for a run with Katie tonight.
Yeah, the concept of me being fat is stupid. I'm aware of that. Don't hate.
Which reminds me, at work, I find myself around girls that are 10 years younger than me. They talk about the dumbest shit ever. I wonder if I was that goddamn dumb when I was that age. No. No, I was not. Definitely.
Yes. Yes I am. I have goals and they are very very important to me.
Now you blithering idiots need to get out of my way. Stop asking if I saw the latest episode of some show - I never ever watch tv anymore, I don't have time. Stop asking if I'm alive - right now, nothing on this earth can kill me unless I want it to. Stop asking if I need to talk - I do not.
I didn't get much sleep last night, so I nodded off at my desk this morning. I rested my head on some papers, pen in one hand, phone in the other. I had the most marvelous dream.
I visited a place that was often reoccurring in my dreams when I was younger. I listened to the waves and the birds and was happy. I wasn't asleep for long, but it was pleasant.
Maybe I should pass out at my desk more often.
And living off of donuts and granola bars and coffee for weeks, I've somehow gotten totally fat. SIGH. I'm gonna go for a run with Katie tonight.
Yeah, the concept of me being fat is stupid. I'm aware of that. Don't hate.
Which reminds me, at work, I find myself around girls that are 10 years younger than me. They talk about the dumbest shit ever. I wonder if I was that goddamn dumb when I was that age. No. No, I was not. Definitely.
