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Someone said "Are you trying to work yourself to death?"
Yes. Yes I am. I have goals and they are very very important to me.
Now you blithering idiots need to get out of my way. Stop asking if I saw the latest episode of some show - I never ever watch tv anymore, I don't have time. Stop asking if I'm alive - right now, nothing on this earth can kill me unless I want it to. Stop asking if I need to talk - I do not.

I didn't get much sleep last night, so I nodded off at my desk this morning. I rested my head on some papers, pen in one hand, phone in the other. I had the most marvelous dream.
I visited a place that was often reoccurring in my dreams when I was younger. I listened to the waves and the birds and was happy. I wasn't asleep for long, but it was pleasant.
Maybe I should pass out at my desk more often.

And living off of donuts and granola bars and coffee for weeks, I've somehow gotten totally fat. SIGH. I'm gonna go for a run with Katie tonight.
Yeah, the concept of me being fat is stupid. I'm aware of that. Don't hate.
Which reminds me, at work, I find myself around girls that are 10 years younger than me. They talk about the dumbest shit ever. I wonder if I was that goddamn dumb when I was that age. No. No, I was not. Definitely.

Date: 22 March 2013 04:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] pete_thomas
I have goals and they are very very important to me.
There are very few individuals who truly understand this like we do. One day they will see exactly what it means though. Keep working hard. I support you and your goals 100%.

Sleeping on your desk sounds rough, but I can't say I haven't done it. Some days are just rough. That mini-dream sounds lovely though. If only we could retain that tranquility always.

I hardly believe that you are fat (you women and your fat remarks). You are one of the most lovely individuals I have ever seen journaling... and I've seen a LOT of journalers. I also do that quite often with my sister, actually. She's 12 years younger than me, and talks about things that now, don't matter at all, and yet to her, means the world. I then wonder if I was that foolish when I was her age. My verdict? I probably was.

It's really ironic that you have that song in your current music. Last night I was at work until 11:00PM, and that song came on around 9:45PM or so, and I stopped working, leaned back in my chair, and just enjoyed it. It was a nice reprieve.

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